Weird question about my stuffed kangaroo?

So every night I sleep with my stuffed kangaroo. When my mom/dad leaves the room, I roll on top of it and sleep. I'll wake up later in the night and start it hard. Oh, yea. And I sleep naked, too (except bra). So I'm totally naked except for the bra and I'm this kangaroo. I'm between 10 and 13. FYI, when I say that, it could be either 10, 11, 12, or 13. Anyways, is this weird... Or what? Because right now I just have PJ shorts on (loose so I can remove/twist them easily) and a bra on, with Kangaroo between my legs. Honestly, it feels good to me, and I love it. Is it weird?